December 2011
24 posts
The world tells me I have to act and be a certain way. They describe who I was in the past. I disregard these people and become who I want to be.   because thats what gangsta do…
Dec 31st
We cannot “find God.” We cannot find something that has always been there for us. God never left and therefore doesn’t need to be found. As humans we tend to sin and stray away from God, pushing him away but we never truly lose God.
Dec 31st
im not scared of anything. try me world
Dec 30th
worse feeling is when
you worked so fucken hard for something but in an instance its gone…. WHERES MY BODYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Dec 29th
You can’t stand back up without falling first.
Dec 26th
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what is a man?
It is not about how HARD you hit someone. Any fool can hit someone…… It is about hard you can get hit and keep moving forward. I want to be a man
Dec 25th
Life is br o k e  n„„„„„
Dec 25th
everything is funny till you get punched in the face
Dec 21st
Dec 20th
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Finally got where I wanted to be….why do I not feel satisfied….
Dec 19th
The truth - Unknown
everthing’s a choice man if u think you are lukewarm, and u don’t want to be anymore, then u have the choice to either go completely cold or ocmpletely hot the christian thing to do is to try to be on fire for God. just because ur a christian doesn’t mean ur perfect. do u really think that I don’t sin? The Christian walk is a constant struggle, a constant battle every day...
Dec 18th
fuck it...
in the end… all I have is myself.
Dec 16th
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“once i feared the dark. its black filled me so with dread. but i learned the dark is never black. just a deep, deep shade of red.”
Dec 16th
Have you ever
Have you ever lost something? Do you know what it feels like to lose something important? The scariest people are those who have lost everything b/c now they have nothing to lose when they die.
Dec 14th
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Im so sad blahblahblah. Im so stressed blahblahblah.  your in high school, shut up. 
Dec 13th
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The more you talk, the less you listen. The more you talk, the less you walk The more you talk, the less you see The more you talk, the less you LIVE… 
Dec 12th
Note to self.
Don’t quit seeking God.
Dec 11th
God I am so angry at this world. This world brings me further away from you and closer to the devil. I’m scared that one day the devil is going to convert me into the monster that lives in my past. 
Dec 10th
These shadows of my past constantly try to overcome me, but when the fulness of the Light comes, they are no more.
Dec 10th
So the trouble is not with the law, for it is spiritual and good. The trouble is with me, for I am all too human, a slave to sin. I don’t really understand myself, for I want to do what is right, but I don’t do it.  Instead, I do what I hate. But if I know that what I am doing is wrong, this shows that I agree that the law is good.  So I am not the one doing wrong; it is sin living in me that...
Dec 10th
Its weird..
My whole life I wanted to be feared rather than loved… Now I think the opposite. Love my brothers and sisters! Feels like God is growing in me.
Dec 9th
Finally got a cast. No more fighting…
Dec 7th
God said to me that he will put financial chaos in my life. God kept his promise…
Dec 5th
I WILL FIND GOD.
Dec 2nd